Final battle of this phase

Coming face to face what has been haunting me for the past months
I have no more back-up plans
I have no more place where I can run to
I can't live in denial anymore

I have to come face to face with what I have been so afraid of.
I have come to the point where I can only tell God: "You lead me".
I have no other way out. I have no other options. Crying to God out of desperation is my only way now.

I will choose to thank God no matter what happens
At the same time I will also choose to believe that what God will be doing in my life is what He knows best.